Shadow of my Mind

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Description

A depressed teen describes the moment and life of what goes on in her mind.

Vocal Characteristics

Language

English

Voice Age

Young Adult (18-35)

Accents

North American (General)

Transcript

Note: Transcripts are generated using speech recognition software and may contain errors.
I torture myself and I don't know how to stop it. I try so hard to think positive and for the most part, ay dio I am. But keeping myself that way is the hardest thing in the world. It creeps up on me, out from the shadows of my mind. I hate to sound like some cheesy novel, but it's true. Whatever I have going on deep inside myself, I do my best to ignore. In most days everything is good, but when it hits, when this sudden rush of negative energy comes by, it's like a wave of depression. I get so down about the direction of my life. Am I making the right decisions? Am I being who I'm meant to be? I get low about the things I d'oh and I second guess my choices after I already made them and then some, sometimes days later, I changed my mind again and go back to an earlier choice. I made about the same damn thing