Dear Inspiration

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dear inspiration. I hope this note finds you well and I miss you. But that's not what I'm ready to say. I know in the past I plead it with you and begged you to come back when you left me. Ours was always the temporaries on again, off again emotional roller coaster of a romance. Was it healthy? How empty I felt without you? Was it normal? I don't know what normal is. I never felt normal because I always had you. And when I didn't have you, I had the gaping hole of your absence. You are the son. And when you left, I orbit the black hole where you were supposed to be. I know no other life than being lost in you or lost without you. But lately when you visit me, I can't summon theaters E as, um I can't listen to your ideas anymore and get caught up in those crazy adventures we used tohave. Where did it ever get us? Where would I be now if I hadn't been tumbling reckless through life drunk on the feeling of being with you? What could I have achieved with a level head? What could I have accomplished without you. I don't know what normal is, but I've become envious of it. I've been through a lot of **** lately, and I still love you, but it hurts too much to be around your body list. Positivity. You're fierce. Energy. Just reminds me of how little I have left in me how hard I've taken all these knocks. All of our late nights talking and brainstorming, trying to figure out the meaning of it all And thinking we're getting somewhere. I'm too old. I'm too cynical to down on my luck. You've been gone too long. This is rock bottom. Or maybe this isn't rock bottom. Maybe there's a trapdoor. Either way, I don't think I'll ever get out of this hole. You never thought I'd end up like this? You always had faith in me. But I guess what I'm trying to say is I've lost faith in you. Really? I just want you to know that all understand? If you'll never come back, that's his closes. I can get to saying what I mean. Without year love always, Dave