Ants
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Vocal Characteristics
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EnglishVoice Age
Young Adult (18-35)Accents
North American (General)Transcript
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all my life, I've lived and worked in the big city, which now that I think of it, it's kind of a problem since I always feel uncomfortable around crowds. I mean it I have this fear of enclosed spaces, everything makes me feel trapped all the time. You know, I always tell myself there's gotta be something better out there. But maybe I think too much. I I I think everything must go back to the fact that I had a very anxious childhood. You know, my my mother never had time for me When you're the middle child and a family of five million. You don't get any attention. I mean, how is it possible? And I've always had these abandonment issues which plague me. My father was basically like a drone, like I've said, and you know, the guy flew away when I was just a larva and my job don't get me started on because it really annoys me. I was not cut out to be a worker. I'll tell you that right now. I I I just feel physically inadequate. Uh I think my whole life, like I've never I've never been able to live more than 10 times my own body weight. And when you get down to it, handling dirt is, you know, you it's not my idea of a rewarding career. It's this whole gun, whole super organism thing that, you know, I can't get it. I try but I can't get it. I mean, you know, what is it? I'm supposed to do everything for the colony. And and what about my needs? What about me? I mean, I gotta believe there's someplace out there that's better than this, otherwise, I'll just curl up in a lawful position and weep. The whole system makes me feel insignificant.