My Spirit Awakening - Dream Series #1
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my spirit Awakening Dream, Siri's number one, This series of dream documentations is intended to illustrate the details of my personal journey to healing. This particular dream was one of great awakening for me, as it guided me to a startling discovery of a beautiful inner child that needed healing and attention and I had forgotten, even existed. As I re read this dream, waves of tears came over me. I was weeping for the beautiful, neglected child I had disregarded years ago from that day forward following the dream, My daily meditations include a glance at my baby pictures so I can always remember the purest state in which I entered this earth, This reminder of my happy heart. The purest expression of my identity is an image I keep to remind me that I am beautiful, worthy of love and always renewed by the love of God who created me regardless of how broken I feel or how bleak the situation may have felt at the time. From this dream, I truly learned God's view of me. The dream date is August 17th 2012. The dream began from my awareness of a view within a tiny apartment in my dream state. As I surveyed the apartment, there was extreme clutter everywhere boxes, papers, furniture mixed up and toppled upon one another with no rhyme or reason. Within this commotion, I became aware of a sound. Something distracted me from focusing on the clutter. It was a baby not making a cry. The baby was cooling, contentedly, making the sweetest sound. This baby, though, was in a hamster cage surrounded by things unimaginable faeces, dust, dirt, the foul of setting you could imagine. And yet I was struck by how beautiful this baby waas, so sweet and its spirit even entertaining and playing in the cage with such a grateful heart and an expression of gratitude on its face. The baby was entertaining itself with Dustin dirt and in the midst of this terrible surrounding the baby was smiling and joyous. I took the baby out of the cage. It was so beautiful and so happy. I began to bathe the baby, and it had on several layers of diapers, as though it had been neglected for weeks, even months. The diapers I removed were filled with unimaginable fills, and, as I read, removed one layer and discussed, a new layer would appear as though an endless accumulation of filth and neglect had occurred. Amazingly, though, as I worked through the removal of these layers, the baby was not damaged at all. Nor was it showing any signs of disease or skin rash, as one would imagine, considering this extreme duration of neglect, the baby skin was as good as new, perfect and free from any blemish. And the days following this dream, I came to the startling conclusion that the baby we've actually me for years I had accepted the notion that my natural, authentic tendencies were not worthy or deserving of love, even disgusting. Since this dream, I have been working through these rate causes of where these false messages of worthiness came from, so that I can change my inner compass and accept the truth about my real identity in God's eyes, that gentle spirit, my inner child, was put in a cage and neglected. For years. Much of this neglect was my own doing, and this dream really began the process of me examining those root issues and why I had allowed myself to be mistreated in bad relationships for so long. I had to heal this broken this within in order to evolve and expand into the person I am here to be. I marveled at the awareness of this dream, pondering years of accumulated neglect and self loathing. Yet in all the commotion, all the distractions, all the clutter, someone first God, then me someone decided to take the baby out of out of the cage, wash it off and make it brand new. I continuously strive for that transformation, that constant renewal, the brilliance of the magic that comes from knowing my creator. From that point forward, I made a decision to reject the mental cage of bondage that the best part of me had been stuck in for so long. I also made a promise to myself that never again what I re enter a cage in the future either a cage of my own making or anyone else's. I had the power to keep the beautiful baby safe, healthy, nurtured and happy. The symbolism of this dream includes the following the tiny apartment and the cages symbolized the small vision I was suffering from a time and the meekness and spirit that I felt I believe this also references my perception at the time of the power that I had in my life most of my life. I did not know my own power. The awareness of my own power, power to choose, power to change, power to manifest and power of love within me did not occur until my real until my life had reached a crisis point. The clutter represents the cluttered, non benefiting thoughts I had been keeping around me my entire life. The constant chatter of negative or procrastination thinking the clutter also represents both the plethora of problems I was facing at that time and the millions of distractions I have placed in my life trying to avoid addressing the root of what was broken within me, the baby with me, my core inner child that had been so neglected by myself for all these years. At the time of the dream, I thought the image was simply just that of a baby from a symbolic perspective. After continuously reexamining the dream and looking through a box of baby pictures, I came to the astonishing revelation that it was an actual literal representation of me. It was an act exact duplicate of myself as a baby in the dream, with details as accurate, even down to the way that I held my hands as a young infant. Thank you for allowing me to share this journey with you Nomis day.