The Suicide Letter Porject

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Cice Rivera

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Documentary Voice over.

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English

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Middle Aged (35-54)

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Spanish (General)

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the way the other side, This compelling story will help you to sauce a mother's letter after her child commits suicide. Suicide is one of the most selfish actions a person can take. Suicide puts an immediate end to that person's pain, torment and despair, but it brings an immediate beginning of pain, torment and despair to that person's loved ones. In many ways, your suicide can be seen as a legacy that you left behind because the suffering you were going through is now the suffering your friends, family, teammates and close colleagues are gone through. There is no way to kill yourself, but to me, hanging yourself has to be the most brutal way to end your life. My gorgeous, handsome, funny, thoughtful, kind popular, Sun hung himself on August 2nd, 2018. He was a fitness fanatic, loved playing soccer and Gaelic football, worked hard and loved life. He crammed a lot of living into his 26 years on earth and left a lot of wonderful memories that we, his family and friends could write a book on. But that's not how we're thinking just yet. Our lives have been shattered into thousands of small pieces by your death at such a young age and by the manner in which you die. No one understands why way all thought you were living the dream which in many ways you were your sudden death has left us with so many questions that will never have answers to I often sit and wonder if you had maybe waited another five minutes or another 30 minutes. Would you have changed your mind? Or did you change your mind? And it was too late. If Onley nude received a phone call at that point asking you to me up with a friend or even phoned a friend, have a chat thing, Maybe that would have changed the whole outcome and you'd still be here today. You were too young to die. You still had so much more to give to life. Could you foresee any of the devastation you could be living behind? Would you still have gone through with it if you had been able to see in advance the lives that have been shattered by your suicide because you know, you were loved and adored both in Ireland and New York and Florida and you had a six month old baby. How could you leave him on Lee? Thing I do know is that you were definitely thinking of him as you died because you absolutely loved him. But you still killed yourself because you didn't want to watch your son being brought up by another man. You didn't want to be the absent parent in your son's life. You told me it had to be all or nothing because you couldn't live without him. You were always so strong and thought ful and tough both physically and mentally. But I never thought for one minute that you would actually commit suicide. But now that you're dead and I'm left with the pain, torment and despair that you were feeling, I think about suicide. I would like a way to end the pain that your legacy left. E couldn't do anything as food us what you did like hanging myself. But sometimes I think about taking a bottle of whiskey on a load of pills up to bed with me and just dying quietly in my sleep. But But the difference is that I can't do it because I cannot be that selfish to inflict any more devastation. on this family. We're all in pieces. I'd like to say that we're all sitting together as a family grieving for your daily, but the truth is that we're all absolutely tourney apart by the shock of your suicide. So we're all grieving separately and pretending word together that we're all doing fine. But the pain on our faces shows something entirely different. But you know what fine really stands for when people give that answer. Left off, Irritated, neurotic, emotional Fine is not a proper answer. It's a dismissal off the questions on how you're really feeling on how you're really coping so that you don't have to share with others. How hurt you feel or guilty. The guilt that you feel family are all beating themselves up, wondering. Is there something more they should have done for you? Why didn't I notice? I am your mother and I spoke to you on the phone just a few hours before you committed suicide. E I didn't pick up on the fact that your mood was so low that you were going to hang yourself. A few hours later, you told me you were feeling a bit burnt out and that you are going to go to the gym and then lie by the pool for a few hours on. Son, I believed you. The purpose of this film is to create awareness, positive awareness movement.