In Search of
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EnglishVoice Age
Middle Aged (35-54)Transcript
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the soul searches for peace within. Uncensored by the chaos that the heart has caused by its violinists. Unfaithfulness. Foolishness unfettered by the frailties that love has brought along with his koi minus shyness, shrewdness, undeterred by the pain that the heart suffers for its carelessness. Silliness. Mindlessness unprepared to succumb to the loss that lapses insanity, have bread through thoughtlessness. Senselessness, recklessness. The silly soul searches for peace, unaware of the damage done, its permanency in cure ability, morality, dearest johan. I hope this male finds you in good health. I know it's no longer fashionable to write long letters, but you know, I'm not good with sharing my feelings out loud and so I burden you with one last time with the task of reading a long hospital e even poorly structured monologue that I am sharing with you. I know I have not been fair to you On more than one occasion. Therefore, I felt it was important to let you know of my reasons behind the choices I made with this letter. You will find the diary I wrote in the past few months, hoping to share with you some day, all that I was unable to tell you during our time to get And perhaps I am selfish in this. For I hope for you to understand me a little better With this. I want you to know that with this diary. I am lending you a piece of my heart, the same that had cared for you beyond measure. I hope you read it. Well, love Anya moments dearest are off magic. That is what we humans live for. To find magic in our mundane lives. We strive to seek magic all around us, as if it will give a purpose to our lives in a baby's laughter, in the mystique of nature, in the notes of a melody in love. And perhaps that is why we strive so hard to find love and strive to find it ever so often so that we can have a magic in our arms whenever we desire. In a way, finding love makes finding magic easier. Yeah, love a magic unlike any other one wins anxiety and excitement, makes you lose all sense of self and surroundings, butterflies in your stomach refused to settle down, and your heart discovers a shy awkwardness for the first time, day dreams haunt you in the day, and sleeplessness fills your nights and miss all this. A soft, pleasing smile is plastered to your face. For no apparent reason, the bliss is incomparable to anything else. I was fortunate to have felt all of this. That the first time we met a seemingly normal party of a seemingly normal bunch of youngsters at a seemingly normal pub, except what seemed like a normal conversation between two strangers was unlike any conversation they had had with anybody ever to. Regular young adults, surrounded by an entire group of friends, some familiar, some new yet feeling awkwardly lost in the crowd, somehow fitting perfectly with each other Like two piece of a jigsaw puzzle. There was magic right there in that evening in that conversation. And our eyes. Yes, it was just the first time. And no, I did not believe in love at 1st sight. But there it was finding me in the most unexpected moment, consuming me with all its power, leaving me dazed in its spell for long after it was gone or so I but I felt all of those topsy turvy set of emotions once again, when we met that day, eight years later. Yes, eight years had passed since we had last met. And no life was not the same now. Yet there I was. Mhm. Smiting by your charm, losing myself slowly but consciously in your dimpled smile and almond eyes that peeked innocently from behind those rimless spectacles all over again. No, I did not fall for your hot shot looks, although you're six ft frame and broad shoulders did help the cause. But I do think it was your warmth that did the magic. Your smile set me at ease and you're deep voice was so comforting. Yet it burned my core with desire so strong. I was willing to commit adultery with complete knowledge. Uh huh. Yes, adultery. It was.
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Diva, Flirt, Starlet, Storyteller, Business Woman, Authentic, Believable, Cynical, Feminine, Sad