\"I hate myself\" speech - Subaru from Re:zero
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EnglishVoice Age
Young Adult (18-35)Accents
North American (General)Transcript
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I'll tell you what kind of man I really am. I have no strength. But I want it. All I have no knowledge. But all I do is dream, there's nothing I can do. But I stopped going very like an idiot. I hate. I hate myself. All I do is talk a big game and make myself sound like a big shock where I can't do anything. I never do anything yet. I complain with the best of them. Like it's my job or something. Who the **** do I think I am? I'm afraid it's amazing. I can live like this and not feel ashamed. You know, I'm right. I'm an empty shell. There's nothing inside me at all. I know there isn't. I guess that's obvious anybody can see that before I came to this place before I got into the situation that led me to all of you. Do you have any idea what I did in my life? I did nothing. That's what I've never done a single thing worth mentioning. I had all the time and freedom, but I just wanted it away and nothing I could have done that in doing with my life. But I never did a damn thing. And what you're looking at now with a result. This cowardly weak, worthless cry baby. All my powerlessness, all my confidence. It's the product of my brother, empathetic characters wanting to accomplish something important, which I've never done anything to earn. It goes way beyond the limitations of arrogance. The cost of my lifetime of laziness and all those wasteful habits. I fortune along the way, just end up killing both you and me. That's right. I have no character. Even when I thought I could go on living here, nothing changed about who I really am, the old man back in. The man who saw that part of me perfectly, didn't he? I wasn't trying to get stronger or trying to make things better. That was a lie. I was just striking an obvious post to justify myself to say that I was trying my best. But it wasn't like I wasn't doing anything to be able to appear to be doing everything I could. I wanted to say. I couldn't help it to be told that it couldn't be helped. I was only pretending to push my body to the limit so that all those excuses would be possible. Even when I have you helped me study? I was just posing to cover up how embarrassed I felt to be shuttered in carpet. An idiot deep down inside, at the core of my heart, I'm just a small cowardly field piece of trust who's always worry about how to see me how their shepherd judge me. And nothing, nothing about me has changed. Mhm. I've known it's in the very beginning, everything that was happening was my fault. I'm the lowest of the low. Absolutely. I hate myself